That Infamous February Holiday

I have written this post at least 5 times in my head. But there are only so many ways to tell people to lift up their self-worth. So, I took inspiration from a frequently asked question, "Are you that ok with being single"?. Why does that last sentence sound like a minister saying the subject of a sermon? Oh Well, that's what this will be about. And Ushers you may be relieved of your duties. LMBO

You think I don't want to go out with a guy on Valentine's Day or any day for that matter. There are days I wish I was on a date. I would like for a man to ask me for my contact info after we've been flirting in store aisles for 15 minutes. Heck, I was minding my business and he bothered me with his niceness. I want to be held sometimes during cold & rainy weather.

I wonder if the lid to my pot is very warped & damage and has yet to get back to the potter's for fixing. And while worrying about my lid, I also go into the potter's shop when my pot handle needs tightening or to check for a crack or two. Heck I wonder am I the lid or the pot. That example always sounds good to use, but who is who. LoL Then there are times when I think my soulmate has passed me by. Sometimes, I wonder did I bury him already. Oh and don't forget about the learning thoughts after a few dates with or the silent, but yet foolish crushes on men that end up sightly as toxic as those of the past.

And yeah even though they might have to bring it up most of the time, I have a few people to vent to about these feelings & statements, Keyword is Few. My self-worth won't let me voice my being single frustrations to any & everyone.

There is a population that see ocassional open love feelings as misery. And misery loves company to commiserate or to be fixed up not to lonely anymore. Ever had a "I Want to Date" talk that turn into commiserate, feeling sorry for yourself conversation. It makes me feel gross & tired. I hate the feeling that the miserable bring. 

I Love Myself Not to Wallow in Being Single. Being single doesn't mean be sad. It means to use the time do the self-happiness work. Happiness will never mean loathing. I said I have those thoughts sometimes, not all of the time. Having those statements rum through my head is sad. I don't want to be sad. I take a little time to wonder & I get back to work. My life-long love will find or has found me working on me, no matter what.

What will your love find you doing for you?

As Always Talking to You In Adult Terms!!!