I hate it when I see extra stories within a big headline. And sometimes my mind won't let me move past it. Amber Guyger, the former police officer in Dallas who killed her neighbor, Botham Jean because she thought his apartment was her apartment. She has been convicted of murder & will serve 10 years. Since the story broke, Amber said she missed the clues that she was in the wrong place because she was tired from working a long shift. So tired that you park on the wrong level of the parking garage, I believe. So tired that you don't see a red doormat, was iffy for me. Clearly, I was on pins & needles to see how this narrative was going to hold up. But Day 1 of the trial the "I'm So Tired" story was debunked for me thanks to an Officer Martin Rivera.
He was Amber's former partner and ex-Lover that she was texting after work while walking to the door, and after she shot Botham Jean. Some of their exchange was about hanging out later that night. Some of their exchanges also revealed explicit & sexual conversation. Texts that were deleted, also. Rivera testified the deleted the texts between him and Guyger from the night of the shooting because,
"That's not something that I would want to be reminded of," Rivera said. "And I don't keep messages saved unless it's of importance to me."
At that point, I knew Rivera was also a selfish jerk. I hope he is fired. As the trial progress, we found out Rivera was married. And even after Guyger killed Botham Jean, she found time to text Rivera and even sent sexual messages to him days later.
At that point, I could've asked Amber Guyger, "Was the peen that bomb".
Momma, my mom has a quote, "We all have dark moments in our lives" about the foolish stuff we've done in the name of love & lust in the past. So, I won't judge her on the fact that her lustful sins & choices look different than mine. But I'm sorry but if Amber was not messing with Martin, Botham Jean's may still be living his life. I know this is probably a stretch to some. But a man's life is lost because she was setting up sexy time with an ex-lover. A man is gone because she was sending sexy communications with a married man. A man is dead because you felt randy for a man who said your messages weren't that important to him.
Amber, was the peen really worth all of that?
She has her whole life to ponder it all. I hope she learned what is life worthy before the trial. This has to be one of the most drastic ways to learn to want more in lust, love, & sex. I just pray that somebody else in relationships & rapports that are totally morally, emotionally, & mentally beneath them see this lesson before something tragic happens.
*sigh* Well, now back to being upset with the verdict, amazed with the forgiveness from Botham's brother & praying for peace & better days to living life in this world.
As Always Talking to You in Adult Terms!
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