Wait! It's Not That Bad!!!

I've been reading some of my past blogs. I know I tell people "My Life is an Open Book! Just make sure you're Literate enough to Read it!"  I just hope my story does not make you guys don't think I had this harsh life growing up. I hope that was not the impression I am giving. I have a very Blessed life. I got a tattoo to symbolize just that.


Miss Smiles!!! (Yes, that is a foot)

 Yeah I grew up plus size but I was well liked. I had many friends. I see people who were not plus size growing up and they have a hard time handling it and become depressed. I learn long time ago; this is the skin I am in.

I may have been horribly picked on in 5th grade but in 4th & 6th grade, I was an honor roll star. In 7th grade, I was became a member of the National Junior Honor Society. Oh yeah I went to a Magnet School. I watch TV shows and movies about people who went to a regular comprehensive high school and I know, Socially, I had it so easy.

I may have been a church nerd but I don't have a fear of public speaking because of the opportunities of given assignments to teach a bible lesson, being the Youth Announcement Clerk, and the welcome giver for several programs. Have you seen Raj on Big Bang Theory? His parents should have been members of my "foundation" (childhood) church.

No my father was not in my life but I've mentioned I had my grandfather, my uncle, and several great uncles as my father figures. These men are the reason I've never agreed to anything with a man (a boy in the past) unless "I Wanted To". They taught me how to carry myself and showed me how Men should treat women and girls. I am proud to say, “I have Standards".

Yeah, I write with my left hand and a person commenting on it gets on my nerves. But that book scholarship one semester felt better than me making some smart-butt quip. I where a relaxer and someone else have a natural but Thank God we have hair. There is some one out there wishing they had hair to relax or twist.

I am a Christian. For me the have been more good days than bad. God gets all the glory for it. And in my blogs I'm not complaining.  Just hopefully being a cautionary or inspirational tale to someone that might be going or have been through something similar. A story to see that No everyday is peachy keen but most days are not rain clouds. Just sharing part of my story. Thanks for reading it as I share.

As Always Talking to You in Adult Terms