The Personality Profile of OUTSPOKEN_DIVA

Okay a few blogs (This One) ago, I blogged as my "Churched Girl" personality, “Felicity” (she did a great job too) and I got a few emails asking if that is the only personality of mine I have named. My answer is NO!!! SOooo, I felt persuaded to talk about my “personalities”.

I believe we all have ONE personality that can be split into many areas. This is not the same a Dissociative identity disorder (DID), previously known as multiple personality disorder. That is a mental disorder that is cause by trauma. We all do it. We all have “characters” that we “name” to describe our many ways to handle life. Some of us have alter egos. Some of us call it “the masks” we wear. I decided to name mine, that’s all.

The Ladies

Shelia Royce Williams: She is the “black only” lady. Often mistaken as the “strong black woman”, she is no non-sense but lovable. She is at all “Black only” functions, reads “only black” writings, listen to gospel, R&B, 80’s -90’s hip hop and some ratchet tunes. She knows how to booty bounce (twerk) and loves to line dance. Though she is black she truly despises “stereotypical n-words”.

Felicity: She loves the Lord with all her life. She is a Christian. People who use violence, meanness, vile behavior, and/or non-Christian behaviors to promote Christianity breaks her heart to her core. She is quick to stand up for true Christians. She loves to teach/debate folks on the difference between Christians and Church Folks. She is all about being a better person. She only listens to gospel, hymns, worship, Christian and inspirational music. She only reads the Bible, Christian Fiction,  and Bible based Self help books. She is so determined to be anti-world that she mostly has to be escorted by Shelia or Kelly as her protectors (You might have seen them with her). You can see her at church, funerals, gospel musicals or plays, or anywhere true Christians gather.

The Guys

Marshall: You never truly see Marshall. You do see his work through the others. He is the true brains behind it all. He’s the stereotypical nerd with no interest in hair care. Hair is always up.
Marshall is always reading and researching all that I do. So, he has no time to come out. He is a running fact totem. He is the Backbone to all the other personalities. I made this personality male because most my main childhood encouragers of my nerdiness were male (my grandfather, my uncle, and two of my great uncles) and no one never knew that.

Chad: My masculine side. All that is male in thoughts and actions within this woman is Chad. Sometimes called my comfortable side.
Anything that is not associated with being female, Chad gets the blame. Chad is one of my family nicknames and the only one that is not a feminine name.

The Ones I Killed Off (sort of):

Chan: Pronounce Shan was the most scattered brain, naïve, crazy part of my life. So much of my life at one time was under her control, I went by that name. She would do some of the dumbest crap I've ever experienced so, I killed her about 14 years ago. Only one of my best friends, TT, is still allowed to call me that and I will answer. I have introduced myself by her name in a quick thinking moment in the most recent years but not often.

Milk: Why does the victim always try to live? During life in 5^th grade, Milk arrived. She was a victim. She was super annoying & had the nerve to judgmental but I understood why. Shelia & Kelly tried to help her to no avail. Then Felicity suggested a few years ago to deal with the hurt positively and let her to sleep peacefully while doing so. So that is what I’m doing. She tries to wake up at times but Felicity goes in and sings her a soft song to soothe her.

So, this is the Personality of OUTSPOKEN_DIVA. Have you met any of them? I love them to death because I love me to death. Thanks to the good job, Felicity did, I might let the others do a blog by themselves at least once. But until then you get a whole OUTSPOKEN_DIVA blogging. When I do let another personality side blog, who do you want to blog next and on what topic?

As Always, Talking to You in Adult Terms